Only The Good Die Young

Saturday it's time to show what I learned from this Statistic course I've been working on all summer. This doesn't feel good at all. I should have started studying in the library last week but I was to lazy so now it's time to hit everything into my head does 6 hours the library is opened and then some extra hours when I get home. At least I begin to move my feet again. To much sitting around the computer lately I must say.

The best part going to the library was that I met some friends (yes, there where others that spent a relatively nice day in the library) that I could talk to. Social communication skilled improved after almost withered away in the heat or rusted in the endless rains that comes in from the west EVERY SINGLE DAY. I'm not kidding. It rains almost every day, but the heat makes it worse as it gets so dry air.

Worst thing was when I get to the school the flag is half way down indicating that someone passed away. Wondering who that was I get in my usual spot and when my friends turned up one of them tells me that it was one of our teachers this spring. That was really shocking because this teacher was a very hyperactive and always smiling person. No one could see that she was ill (I heard that she had cancer and that it came back during the spring, but she never showed it) and then I get to hear that she wore a wig all the time as well due to the medication. You could never see that. She looked completely healthy last time I saw her and never suspected it would be like BANG! she's gone. It feels very unrealistic. Cancer must be the worst disease in the western world, it just seems to appear and then you're gone. I had a math teacher a couple a weeks in 9th grade that also died in cancer just like that. Also a fun person to talk to as not only was he good at math, he also let us play flipper on his portable computer. Another one I know died in cancer was my sisters flute teacher. Really, cancer is by far the worst western disease. This just makes me think about the Charlie Brown special about leukemia. The worst part in the whole episode is when Janike (that was her Swedish name at least) gets back to school after a short treatment and is made fun of by this bully due t her lost all her hair. First time I saw it I couldn't stop shedding some tears. It's so sad.