Nightmare

On this hot day, I've accomplished nothing of worth. To any of you of course, for myself its been a day to strengthen self-confidence and take back some stolen youth, living in fear of illusions created by my mind and others. I played The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask. The only 3D Zelda game that I haven't cleared yet. Ocarina of Time took me 6 years to finish. The reason? Scarred, nothing is scarier than not see your enemy, but knowing that it's out there, watching patiently, all while music that calls forth memories of the darkest nightmares in ones mind. I hated 3D games, 2D was eighter from above or sidescrolling, clear vision over the whole field.

Majora's mask was scarier then them all. You have three days before the total destruction of the world you're in. The Moon, coming closer and closer with its evil grin on the face till the final day when the whole worlds shakes as it comes closer, the happy music that echoed around the only city have a hard time to silence the more dangerous and dooming music behind it. And that's just the settng. Worst of all is THE WELL!!!, the place I stoped at last time I played it, as well why it took 6 years clearing Ocarin of Time as they also had one. God, I hated those places. I never even stepped into the well in Majora's Mask, I was so scarred. No problem today though. Older and wiser then before and some more courage. Hopefully that's enough.

Also, today is 300 year since the Russian defeated and more or less began the ending of the Swedish empire. Seems like '09 is a very bad number for Sweden. 1509 we lose big time to the Danish, 1609 King Charles IX suffers a brain damage, 1809 the Russian takes Finland from us. 1909 on the other hand we gain voting rights for all men, our first nationalparks and some other good stuff. Seems like the Finish caused all the problems.