Was I bitter yesterday? Appeared so, I don't know why I enjoyed the rain upon all those having a great time. Let say it's essay depression. Lucky it's just 2 weeks left, then all is over. Except the opposition of the essay, but that's just reading and thinking, not creating a 35 or so long essay. On the bright side they did have a very nice weather in the evening. What was I doing? Headache for some reason unknown so I took it easy and watched the stand-up comedian Henrik Schyffert talking about the 90´s. Very funny some parts of it, depressing sometimes (meant to be that is). Well worth to watch for nearly 2 hours.
Also, I've decided t once again try to stop eating chocolate, candy, snacks and sodas. Hopefully with a better result than last time The last time lasted a little more then a month, but backlashed for some reason. It ended with a lot of coke and chocolate being digested. Also, when this essay is done it is training time. Out and run. Need to get in shape. Beach´09 is probably to late, but we shall see about autumn´09. Of course, history has often shown that it usually doesn't work mostly due to Winter when you can't be outside without being harassed by the polar bears and at the same time you have 2 weeks of constant eating of food, snacks, candy and chocolate, coupled with large quantities of julmust and other sodas. My goal is clear now. Train so that I can handle 2 weeks of decadence and overstuffing and hopefully not lose to much of my physical fittnes (that I hopefully achieved). Somehow it feels tempting to just ignore that and just live. We are still gonna die, but let us say that there is no reatreat and no surrender.
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